Being in a relationship can sometimes be an eye-opening experience.
At it’s base level there is a element of two realities clashing. The way one person see’s the world is interacting on a day-to-day level with the way the other person sees the world.
Toothpaste squeezed from the top is neither good or bad.
However, in one person’s reality – it’s a major offense. For the other partner – it’s not even noticeable.
What one partner doesn’t notice, the other partner is disturbed by and given enough occurrences this partner then potentially considers ending the whole relationship.
How do you fix the discrepancies?
“Communication” is key they say.
But what about when the differences are more than skin deep or trivial practicalities. What about when differences are cultural, or things that you were raised with?
Sometimes it’s not until your years-deep in a relationship that you realize that you and your partner have some fundamental differences in the way that you view the world.
If you can’t agree on what the world looks like, how can you navigate it together?
“Can two walk together, except they are agreed?” – Amos 3:3
Relationships can also make you question the validity of your own feelings. Are you unhappy because of a history of independence and not being used to having to compromise? In which case you should probably learn to be uncomfortable until you remember how to sacrifice.
Or is this a real red-flag that is trying to save you from hurt feelings and wasted time down the road?
When emotions are inflamed/involved, how are you supposed to know what is real and what isn’t?
Is there a person who I can’t possibly leave?
Looking back there were definitely people who it hurt me to leave.
When I’m not given enough alone time, I overwhelmingly feel relief when the opportunity to not hang out comes up.
Maybe its because of my attachment styles.
Because I’m of the avoidant attachment category, I require large amounts of free time otherwise I end up feeling smothered.
One way to reclaim responsibility for my happiness is to ask for and make space for myself. To a allow other people the opportunity to respond to my requests and sacrifice for me.
If I need alone time, communicate and take it.
Visualize and think about what you want from a relationship, week to week, day to day and what the most successful relationships in your past felt like. What do you need? What do you want? where can you not compromise?
Fly or Fall,