The heart is deceitful above all things
and beyond cure.
Who can understand it?
The last couple weeks I’ve seen wild swings in my feelings.
It’s made me realize that I really don’t know what drives my emotions and even worse, in certain situations, I can’t really trust my emotions.
Fear can hijack my emotions and leave me moving in a direction that I don’t want to simply because I can’t see the underlying motive.
What’s been interesting is that in this particular sphere of life, I’m learning to live more on faith. I’m suppressing the voice in my head that seems to be “logical” but is really just fear parading around with my voice.
Instead I’m having to trust God/the Universe to guide me and to take anything out of my path that I don’t need.
I’m thinking that I’m going to try to do more of this conscious living by faith and stop depending so much on the logical part of my brain.
Lord help me.